degausser's Diaryland Diary

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2009-10-08 - -
2009-07-18 - this is the distance, this is my game face.
2009-07-07 - i hope that someday i'll see without these frames.
2009-06-09 - only love can break your heart.
2009-05-22 - off i go
2009-04-27 - if it's both i really don't know how to proceed.
2009-03-03 - lovers in japan
2009-02-27 - kiss the sky.
2008-12-12 - for your sake, i hope heaven and hell are really there.
2008-11-11 - -
2008-11-02 - i want you, just exactly like i used to. cause baby, this is only bringing me down.
2008-10-23 - what kind of fuckery is this.
2008-10-17 - who knows what shenanigans or moments of deep thought will come of this?
2008-10-15 - j'en connais.
2008-10-13 - i need your soul, cause you're always soulful.
2008-10-11 - there's no vacancy in paradise.
2008-10-08 - i can feel you all around me.
2008-10-03 - and you would never dance through a field with me.
2008-09-24 - but if love is a game, girl, then you're gonna win.
2008-09-19 - i fly like paper, get high like planes.
2008-09-19 - i guess i'm lying to myself, it's just you and no one else.
2008-09-08 - when i'm with you i feel like i could die, and that would be alright.
2008-09-04 - i knew you didn't belong in that suit.
2008-09-04 - not a good sign.
2008-09-02 - someday i'm probably going to have to acknowledge the probability of me being in love with you.
2008-09-01 - -
2008-08-31 - i can't remember how to sleep, how to end this.
2008-08-29 - and all she want me to do is fuck the police.
2008-08-28 - when i fall, no one catch me.
2008-08-27 - this is sick.
2008-08-26 - i can't live in a world where you don't exist
2008-08-25 - it's why i get startled when you say my name.
2008-08-19 - or maybe it's just been too long.
2008-08-17 - narcissistic and mean.
2008-08-16 - love me dead.
2008-08-15 - a near heart attack.
2008-08-12 - i can't even begin to comment on that.
2008-08-10 - wolf like me.
2008-08-02 - i think there's a starbucks down the street.
2008-07-29 - i wish it meant something.
2008-07-27 - si tu no vuelves, se secaran todos los mares.
2008-07-21 - it doesn't mean i'll stop, tomorrow morning i'm going out of my way to apologize.
- Technology and all its wonders.
2008-07-17 - help.
2008-07-17 - and more to come.
2008-07-13 - as long as we're being honest.
2008-07-10 - i'm not positive this constitutes flirting, fyi.
2008-07-08 - believing in nothing makes you seem all dangerous and sexy.
2008-07-05 - just wanna let you know that i'm still a fan.
2008-07-03 - i inadvertently responded at 11:11. there must be a reason.
2008-06-30 - instant pleasure.
2008-06-29 - and on the bright side, you can't text internationally, so i won't have to worry about all the late nights.
2008-06-28 - mistakes we knew we were making.
2008-06-26 - i wish i loved you.
2008-06-21 - a-punk.
2008-06-15 - sorry i didn't go to your show.
2008-06-14 - we see things they'll never see.
2008-06-11 - it was the best 4 minutes and 37 seconds of my life.
2008-06-10 - sweet child of mine?
2008-06-08 - i apologize for appearing to be something you need.
2008-06-01 - stick to your own country.
2008-06-01 - leaving.
2008-05-23 - shadowplay.
2008-04-18 - please don't talk to me again.
2008-04-12 - do you wanna, do you wanna make love to mee
2008-04-09 - i had a good laugh.
2008-04-09 - this used to be an email, but it's been revised.
2008-04-08 - if i had my way, i would break this blue house in two, and build a better place from the ruins.
2008-04-06 - mil horas
2008-04-06 - quad jam.
2008-04-01 - no lie.
2008-04-01 - don't be that joke that i told and told till it got old.
2008-03-27 - i was wrong.
2008-03-24 - clap your hands, school is in again.
2008-03-20 - nine in the afternoon.
2008-03-19 - \"why you swear so much? women should not do this.\"
2008-03-18 - you take me the way i am.
2008-03-17 - sing sweet again, do what you want.
2008-03-17 - HAHA
2008-03-16 - stop and stare. and may jesus stay on his cross tonight.
2008-03-14 - and then i asked my dad how he felt about a tent in the living room.
2008-03-11 - #6
2008-03-08 - shmanks.
2008-03-06 - slow dancing in a burning room.
2008-03-03 - i don't see what anyone can see in anyone else.
2008-03-02 - too many guys.
2008-03-02 - and move to a communist country.
2008-02-28 - i don't mean well.
2008-02-26 - this is not enough.
2008-02-26 - i should stop drinking.
2008-02-21 - no lie.
2008-02-21 - and a lot of eye contact.
2008-02-20 - like battle scars.
2008-02-20 - i had music in my head.
2008-02-19 - you make me want to break things. see you tomorrow, asshole.
2008-02-18 - lake michigan.
2008-02-17 - say it, say it.
2008-02-16 - i am a slippery slope.
2008-02-12 - and they tell me to breathe easy for awhile.
2008-02-12 - and already things have changed.
2008-02-07 - email to my mom circa 4:57 a.m.
2008-02-06 - honestly.
2008-02-06 - please stop disappointing me.
2008-02-05 - fucking penis.
2008-02-03 - summer nights.
2008-02-03 - every time i try to leave, sometimes keeps pulling me back.
2008-01-31 - in all fairness, you made me angry.
2008-01-30 - when your back's against the wall.
2008-01-29 - now you're here, now you're away.
2008-01-28 - this of course could be the endorphins talking.
2008-01-27 - FURY
2008-01-27 - danger danger.
2008-01-27 - dance magic dance.
2008-01-26 - the sweetest thing.
2008-01-22 - life is getting worse.
2008-01-22 - i'm a silly bitch.
2008-01-17 - THANKS CELIBACY
2008-01-17 - if i'm being honest.
2008-01-16 - part time model.
2008-01-16 - just fuck you.
2008-01-15 - i'm everywhere.
2008-01-08 - it gets better towards the end.
2007-12-18 - i wish i could do it again.
2007-12-12 - not now.
2007-12-11 - 26 is so too old for that!
2007-12-08 - i think you're beautiful when you're sleeping.
2007-12-05 - get it? because you're an addict.
2007-11-07 - lazy eye.
2007-11-05 - living in wrong, i'm feeling right.
2007-11-02 - sofa song.
2007-10-23 - fuck target.
2007-10-23 - make the crowd panic like a fucking bomb threat.
2007-10-23 - omega man.
2007-10-23 - airplanes and friday nights.
2007-10-18 - -
2007-09-30 - diary change?
2007-09-29 - and hey ya around a fire. i could have cried.
2007-09-26 - i guess that's just where i am now.
2007-09-23 - at least we dig eachother.
2007-09-17 - one song before i go.
2007-09-14 - awkward? what?
2007-09-13 - it should have been better. but that was a long time ago.
2007-09-11 - toxicity.
2007-09-11 - content.
2007-09-11 - but i was missing something.
2007-09-07 - i wish i could count the days.
2007-09-05 - it's this one thing you did.
2007-09-03 - i can feel you from down the hall.
2007-09-03 - tell me what the birds have said about my father.
2007-09-03 - roll off the mattress.
2007-09-03 - pda
2007-09-03 - a few days in.
2007-08-23 - an after thought.
2007-08-23 - your apartment is so gross and i never want to leave.
2007-08-19 - i hope it's a beautiful wedding.
2007-08-16 - public service announcement...i suddenly feel much younger.
2007-08-07 - rev 22:20
2007-08-01 - i got a feeling she keeps me in the darkkk
2007-07-27 - and you can go to hell.
2007-07-24 - and we're falling apart.
2007-07-19 - best friends to lovers to pointless acquaintances
2007-07-18 - wasting words on lower cases and capitals.
2007-07-17 - i'm a bitch, but i think i'm over it.
2007-07-17 - i want you to remember a love so full it could send us all ways.
2007-07-17 - the quiet things that no one ever knows.
2007-07-14 - now it's over, it's over, it's gone.
2007-07-14 - ahahahahahaha
2007-07-13 - will knowing that stop me? nope.
2007-07-13 - who says that.
2007-07-09 - a first.
2007-07-06 - something to believe in.
2007-07-05 - because you deserve it.
2007-06-27 - you're who i wanna wake up to every morning.
2007-06-16 - not what it should be, in either direction.
2007-06-14 - i love it when we're cruisin together.
2007-06-10 - the only thing it hasn't helped is my hangover.
2007-06-04 - where does the good go?
2007-06-01 - purple rain meets purple haze.
2007-06-01 - hoist the colours.
2007-05-27 - buying the stairway to heaven.
2007-05-22 - it seems to me that maybe, it pretty much always means no.
2007-05-21 - oh lately babe, i stay awake thinking this life gets lonely.
2007-05-21 - i hope there's ice on all the roads.
2007-05-21 - maybe i'm just tired, tired of never knowing.
2007-05-21 - got it just don't get it if there's nothing at all.
2007-05-20 - i can barely breathe!
2007-05-19 - on call.
2007-05-19 - let's burn like hell tonight.
2007-05-17 - save tonight.
2007-05-17 - break the classroom doors down.
2007-05-16 - our house is on fire, and we'll turn it upside down.
2007-05-15 - broke my parole to have a good time.
2007-05-15 - don't want to meet your daddy, just want you in my caddy. don't want to meet your mama, just want to make you cum-a. (i'm just being honest)
2007-05-15 - you queer.
2007-05-14 - i went crazy again today.
2007-05-14 - you love it.
2007-05-13 - if i can be saved, show me the way. maybe i'm just tired..
2007-05-09 - the people we've become.
2007-05-08 - tell me that we belong together.
2007-05-08 - silly love songs.
2007-04-30 - outta my system.
2007-04-29 - tu e capitan, you beast.
2007-04-27 - come on and break it on down.
2007-04-26 - i can hear you singing to me in my sleep.
2007-04-25 - when doves cry.
2007-04-25 - don't turn around oh oh
2007-04-24 - such great heights.
2007-04-23 - and they were dancin, and singin, and movin to the groovin
2007-04-23 - i'm soon going to pee my pants of laughter
2007-04-23 - this is not about love, cause i am not in love.
2007-04-23 - i'm on fire, so stomp me out.
2007-04-22 - as the one you wanted left with someone else.
2007-04-21 - have a little faith in me.
2007-04-21 - don't speak.
2007-04-21 - awake and unafraid.
2007-04-15 - have a drink, you've had enough.
2007-04-14 - nobody knows it, but you've got a secret smile, and you use it only for me.
2007-04-14 - fire it up.
2007-04-13 - i am not afraid to walk this world alone.
2007-04-13 - we've yet to crash, but still, might as well tow it.
2007-04-11 - see you friday!
2007-04-10 - basic, right?
2007-04-10 - i'll be understanding.
2007-04-10 - cobra style.
2007-04-09 - take a life & hold it under water.
2007-04-09 - i have no potential, and i've never been happier.
2007-04-07 - black metallic.
2007-04-07 - you look like one incredible creature.
2007-04-07 - CREEEEEEP
2007-04-06 - hang me up to dry.
2007-04-05 - best friends means friends forever.
2007-04-02 - everybody's gotta learn sometime.
2007-04-01 - i know i'm high but baby, sounds like jesus, somebody's calling my name
2007-04-01 - you and i are gonna live forever.
2007-04-01 - cause i just want to fly.
2007-04-01 - let's try for coffee next saturday, & i won't sleep with you.
2007-03-31 - no wet eyes, no crossroads
2007-03-31 - turn out the light.
2007-03-30 - you had everything to lose.
2007-03-29 - never meant it till now.
2007-03-29 - i am sorry.
2007-03-29 - ain't too proud too beegg sweet darlin
2007-03-27 - we stumble into our lives without a hand to hold.
2007-03-26 - hey girl
2007-03-26 - i wouldn't trade what i've got, not for anything.
2007-03-26 - thank you moulin rouge.
2007-03-26 - i'm just trying to love you any kind of way.
2007-03-25 - i find it hard to love you, girl, when you're far away.
2007-03-21 - you just don't fit into my plans most days.
2007-03-20 - they're coming to take me away ha ha, ho ho, he he
2007-03-20 - oh, well, keep breathing.
2007-03-18 - honestly.
2007-03-18 - more pathetic than impressive, & mainly just a facade.
2007-03-18 - charity
2007-03-17 - maybe an angel.
2007-03-16 - hey ya.
2007-03-15 - i needed that.
2007-03-14 - return to innocence.
2007-03-13 - real cute.
2007-03-13 - sell out with me.
2007-03-12 - apres moi.
2007-03-11 - and if you want me back, you're gonna have to ask nicer than that.
2007-03-10 - taking back control.
2007-03-09 - DUDE
2007-03-08 - please please please.
2007-03-06 - i thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag.
2007-03-02 - -
2007-02-27 - -
2007-02-24 - when we know we're not happy here.
2007-02-20 - the chemicals between us.
2007-02-20 - at least i am pretty.
2007-02-18 - a continuation of something. also, unfinished.
2007-02-18 - \"Dr. Pillhappy died yesterday after teaching her patients that emotions aren't healthy. She was 46.\"
2007-02-18 - other people's lives.
2007-02-18 - what doesn't matter. but i know i can't.
2007-02-18 - the wrong place to be cheating on you.
2007-02-15 - the people i used to write about.
2007-02-15 - my house can't provide that, but long drives can.
2007-02-14 - lord knows i'm not going back.
2007-02-14 - it's a blizzard out there.