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2019-09-10 - I like you, but I also envy you.
2018-12-31 - I hope it's already too late.
2018-11-09 - Episode
2018-10-30 - Experience.
2018-10-26 - -
2018-07-23 - But you've given me a lot to love.
2018-04-01 - So unsafe is this temporary love I crave.
2018-03-26 - I wish I could buy back the woman you stole.
2018-03-22 - Your smile makes me want to misbehave.
2017-12-30 - The nights are long.
2017-12-19 - What I always reach for.
2017-11-25 - Rest my chemistry.
2017-11-08 - So at least there's that.
2017-10-31 - -
2017-10-20 - My Halloween playlist is 6 hours long already.
2017-09-06 - All the things I wish I could feel.
2017-08-17 - Driven by big waves of fire.
2017-07-17 - I think I might've inhaled you.
2017-07-15 - Well, fuck.
2017-06-26 - I walked off you, and I walked off an old me.
2017-06-06 - -
2016-12-19 - And you, you were my friend when I had nothing to my name.
2016-07-20 - -
2016-07-20 - Will you find me if I crash and burn?
2016-07-20 - A sharp shock to your soft side.
2016-07-20 - Trying to make friends.
2016-07-20 - 27th Birthday and an Identity Crisis
2016-04-28 - A late basement seance that brought us to tears.
2016-04-26 - You can't make homes out of human beings.
2016-02-29 - I need a nap.
2015-12-11 - I just want to feel.
2015-12-04 - I don't ever drive by your house to see if you're in.
2015-11-04 - Being blue is better than being over it.
2015-09-08 - Say hello, wave goodbye.
2015-08-03 - I want to change.
2015-07-15 - They were eager to learn, to be taught and to teach.
2015-07-13 - Lay your head to sleep, breathe deeper while I burn it out, burn it out faster.
2015-06-03 - Depressing.
2015-05-08 - Gross.
2015-05-05 - Is this hello, or is it goodbye?
2015-05-02 - Every day is a compromise. If this is low, I'm looking for high.
2015-04-22 - This is my normal.
2015-04-17 - Well in the waiting room while waiting for news of you I hallucinated I could read your mind.
2015-04-06 - It breaks my heart.
2015-03-30 - Catch me if you can, nostalgia!
2015-03-27 - This is a weird feeling.
2015-03-18 - No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone.
2015-03-10 - from a long line of terrible
2015-03-03 - The history books forgot about us.
2015-02-27 - Rehash of 2014 and B.C. Camplight
2015-02-11 - -
2014-12-23 - -
2014-12-17 - You are stuck in my head like a song.
2014-12-11 - -
2014-11-29 - Deep down I know this never works, but you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt.
2014-11-24 - There was never any place for someone like me to be totally happy.
2014-10-20 - Some days all I want to do is read their hilarious insanity.
2014-10-08 - So you got my letter late, when I permanently etched my name right into your soul.
2014-10-06 - Who I want you to love.
2014-09-26 - No longer a drunken flake.
2014-09-22 - High on the ceiling.
2014-09-16 - Something old, something new.
2014-09-11 - Set fires with me, for old times' sake.
2014-08-24 - Snow is falling all the time.
2014-08-18 - August and everything after.
2014-08-11 - -
2014-07-29 - Duermete.
2014-07-18 - Tied up and tied down.
2014-06-30 - The things we choose to leave behind.
2014-06-25 - Call them up, tell them about the new trends.
2014-06-23 - Hey, you remember when we first met? Okay, I don't remember when we first met.
2014-06-20 - Dreams.
2014-06-18 - Am I supposed to ask about your relationship? Would you like to go to a concert with me? PLEASE DON'T REJECT ME
2014-06-16 - Pickin' up the pieces of love.
2014-06-15 - Bah.
2014-06-09 - I was about to caption this with the song that's currently in my head, then remembered it's Postmodern Jukebox's cover of a Miley Cyrus song and that is embarrassing without the proper context.
2014-06-01 - Maybe everything is the problem.
2014-05-31 - The thing I don't like to admit.
2014-05-25 - This Modern Love.
2014-05-20 - A band-aid for a boring life.
2014-05-11 - Bright side?
2014-05-05 - I am sometimes a handful.
2014-04-26 - I don't know where this is coming from.
2014-04-21 - Just some rage and three kinds of yes.
2014-04-16 - burn it down
2014-04-15 - I sometimes misappropriate my focus.
2014-04-14 - You'll never be happy.
2014-04-11 - If you should change your name, I'd love you just the same.
2014-03-27 - Hand-made.
2014-03-22 - Saturday night stuff.
2014-03-19 - I was a lover before this war.
2014-03-10 - Safely walk to school without a sound.
2014-03-04 - My heart is layers of scar.
2014-02-25 - Any man with a microphone can tell you what he loves the most.
2014-02-19 - I am ecstatic.
2014-02-17 - Gillybean
2014-02-17 - $ 31.99 well spent, I think.
2014-02-12 - He's funny and noticed that I dyed my hair over the weekend. These are things that matter.
2014-02-10 - Now I just need a secret.
2014-02-04 - What love is.
2014-01-30 - I think I do.
2014-01-27 - Because something has to change.
2014-01-13 - "He imprinted on you. Like a duck."
2014-01-04 - I'm just going to go watch the Birdcage, for now.
2013-12-30 - I need a vacation.
2013-12-28 - Need Fun 101 please.
2013-12-23 - Vices vices vices. And chocolate.
2013-12-18 - Guess I'll never know.
2013-12-07 - -
2013-12-04 - Holiday season is here.
2013-12-02 - Stubborn love.
2013-11-29 - You and me and everyone.
2013-11-20 - I'm too busy to clean.
2013-11-18 - There's not much left, just my red dress.
2013-11-04 - Just what I needed. Even if I ended the night with my head in a trash can.
2013-10-27 - Fact.
2013-10-18 - This is not my favorite hobby.
2013-10-16 - I loved you first.
2013-10-14 - A proposal.
2013-10-07 - Reach high, doesn't mean she's holy.
2013-09-30 - I told him I was going to keep harassing him until he either proposed or broke up with me, and he laughed. It's not a joke, it's a sad sad fact.
2013-09-19 - Serial killers aren't usually my type, but boy you're cute!(?)
2013-09-18 - This may be my happy place.
2013-09-12 - I don't know why.
2013-09-11 - I need more fun.
2013-09-10 - Is a childless margarita so much to ask? I don't get out much.
2013-09-08 - Love is kinda crazy with a spooky little girl like you.
2013-09-07 - Honestly.
2013-09-07 - Sirensong.
2013-09-05 - Just to liven things up.
2013-08-30 - It's a real toss up.
2013-08-29 - -
2013-08-27 - You know, in the grand scheme of things.
2013-08-25 - Oh well.
2013-08-21 - He's only following 996 people. Why am I one of them? THIS MATTERS
2013-08-21 - From the Ritz to the Rubble.
2013-08-18 - I'm ridiculous.
2013-08-17 - What is lost and never found.
2013-08-16 - Unreasonable?
2013-08-14 - Because I know love alone is not enough.
2013-08-13 - Something I feel.
2013-08-12 - Bitches be crazy.
2013-08-07 - I'm not sure I'm asking the right questions.
2013-08-01 - What if I'll never know?
2013-07-30 - Maddening!
2013-07-29 - Starbucks, the Kooks, and half a tank of gas.
2013-07-26 - I guess what I'm trying to say is I need the deep end.
2013-07-26 - The hospital sounds...restful. I could use a rest.
2013-07-25 - Ketto.
2013-07-24 - I always thought you would play a bigger role in my life, rather than just a friend on the back burner. Still though, it's been a long time.
2013-07-18 - I feel a lot better after writing this short story about my sad life. Thanks, Diaryland!
2013-07-18 - Endless possibilities, a sense of adventure, and no way of knowing if it was worth the trade.
2013-07-16 - There's this tune I found that makes me think of you somehow, and I play it on repeat.
2013-07-07 - I think I used to be sillier or something.
2013-06-29 - I like to make believe we right the ship and sail away.
2013-06-27 - I feel like anything could happen.
2013-06-26 - This house is falling apart.
2013-06-24 - When we were young, oh we did enough.
2013-06-19 - To be loved.
2013-06-17 - -
2013-06-14 - But in that way I can't quite explain. How does one explain a nothingness that feels so wrong?
2013-06-10 - Pass me a glass and a half smoked cigarette.
2013-05-17 - A clock is ticking, but it's hidden far away.
2013-05-02 - What a sad Thursday.
2013-04-24 - And it's you I hear so loud and so clear.
2013-04-03 - I want to get lost.
2013-03-20 - I want to believe in more than you and me.
2013-03-17 - I miss when you drank less.
2013-02-28 - All I can do is keep breathing.
2013-02-27 - I want it back.
2013-02-25 - Considered nearly everything.
2013-02-15 - Seven devils.
2013-02-10 - I used to be so sure of myself.
2013-02-09 - Cabin fevaaa
2013-02-07 - Staring at the sun.
2013-02-04 - The only thing I ever really wanted to say was wrong.

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