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2008-12-12 - for your sake, i hope heaven and hell are really there.
2008-11-11 - -
2008-11-02 - i want you, just exactly like i used to. cause baby, this is only bringing me down.
2008-10-23 - what kind of fuckery is this.
2008-10-17 - who knows what shenanigans or moments of deep thought will come of this?
2008-10-15 - j'en connais.
2008-10-13 - i need your soul, cause you're always soulful.
2008-10-11 - there's no vacancy in paradise.
2008-10-08 - i can feel you all around me.
2008-10-03 - and you would never dance through a field with me.
2008-09-24 - but if love is a game, girl, then you're gonna win.
2008-09-19 - i fly like paper, get high like planes.
2008-09-19 - i guess i'm lying to myself, it's just you and no one else.
2008-09-08 - when i'm with you i feel like i could die, and that would be alright.
2008-09-04 - i knew you didn't belong in that suit.
2008-09-04 - not a good sign.
2008-09-02 - someday i'm probably going to have to acknowledge the probability of me being in love with you.
2008-09-01 - -
2008-08-31 - i can't remember how to sleep, how to end this.
2008-08-29 - and all she want me to do is fuck the police.
2008-08-28 - when i fall, no one catch me.
2008-08-27 - this is sick.
2008-08-26 - i can't live in a world where you don't exist
2008-08-25 - it's why i get startled when you say my name.
2008-08-19 - or maybe it's just been too long.
2008-08-17 - narcissistic and mean.
2008-08-16 - love me dead.
2008-08-15 - a near heart attack.
2008-08-12 - i can't even begin to comment on that.
2008-08-10 - wolf like me.
2008-08-02 - i think there's a starbucks down the street.
2008-07-29 - i wish it meant something.
2008-07-27 - si tu no vuelves, se secaran todos los mares.
2008-07-21 - it doesn't mean i'll stop, tomorrow morning i'm going out of my way to apologize.
- Technology and all its wonders.
2008-07-17 - help.
2008-07-17 - and more to come.
2008-07-13 - as long as we're being honest.
2008-07-10 - i'm not positive this constitutes flirting, fyi.
2008-07-08 - believing in nothing makes you seem all dangerous and sexy.
2008-07-05 - just wanna let you know that i'm still a fan.
2008-07-03 - i inadvertently responded at 11:11. there must be a reason.
2008-06-30 - instant pleasure.
2008-06-29 - and on the bright side, you can't text internationally, so i won't have to worry about all the late nights.
2008-06-28 - mistakes we knew we were making.
2008-06-26 - i wish i loved you.
2008-06-21 - a-punk.
2008-06-15 - sorry i didn't go to your show.
2008-06-14 - we see things they'll never see.
2008-06-11 - it was the best 4 minutes and 37 seconds of my life.
2008-06-10 - sweet child of mine?
2008-06-08 - i apologize for appearing to be something you need.
2008-06-01 - stick to your own country.
2008-06-01 - leaving.
2008-05-23 - shadowplay.
2008-04-18 - please don't talk to me again.
2008-04-12 - do you wanna, do you wanna make love to mee
2008-04-09 - i had a good laugh.
2008-04-09 - this used to be an email, but it's been revised.
2008-04-08 - if i had my way, i would break this blue house in two, and build a better place from the ruins.
2008-04-06 - mil horas
2008-04-06 - quad jam.
2008-04-01 - no lie.
2008-04-01 - don't be that joke that i told and told till it got old.
2008-03-27 - i was wrong.
2008-03-24 - clap your hands, school is in again.
2008-03-20 - nine in the afternoon.
2008-03-19 - \"why you swear so much? women should not do this.\"
2008-03-18 - you take me the way i am.
2008-03-17 - sing sweet again, do what you want.
2008-03-17 - HAHA
2008-03-16 - stop and stare. and may jesus stay on his cross tonight.
2008-03-14 - and then i asked my dad how he felt about a tent in the living room.
2008-03-11 - #6
2008-03-08 - shmanks.
2008-03-06 - slow dancing in a burning room.
2008-03-03 - i don't see what anyone can see in anyone else.
2008-03-02 - too many guys.
2008-03-02 - and move to a communist country.
2008-02-28 - i don't mean well.
2008-02-26 - this is not enough.
2008-02-26 - i should stop drinking.
2008-02-21 - no lie.
2008-02-21 - and a lot of eye contact.
2008-02-20 - like battle scars.
2008-02-20 - i had music in my head.
2008-02-19 - you make me want to break things. see you tomorrow, asshole.
2008-02-18 - lake michigan.
2008-02-17 - say it, say it.
2008-02-16 - i am a slippery slope.
2008-02-12 - and they tell me to breathe easy for awhile.
2008-02-12 - and already things have changed.
2008-02-07 - 4:57 a.m. email.
2008-02-06 - honestly.
2008-02-06 - please stop disappointing me.
2008-02-05 - fucking penis.
2008-02-03 - summer nights.
2008-02-03 - every time i try to leave, sometimes keeps pulling me back.
2008-01-31 - in all fairness, you made me angry.
2008-01-30 - when your back's against the wall.
2008-01-29 - now you're here, now you're away.
2008-01-28 - this of course could be the endorphins talking.
2008-01-27 - FURY
2008-01-27 - danger danger.
2008-01-27 - dance magic dance.
2008-01-26 - the sweetest thing.
2008-01-22 - life is getting worse.
2008-01-22 - i'm a silly bitch.
2008-01-17 - THANKS CELIBACY
2008-01-17 - if i'm being honest.
2008-01-16 - part time model.
2008-01-16 - just fuck you.
2008-01-15 - i'm everywhere.
2008-01-08 - it gets better towards the end.
2007-12-18 - i wish i could do it again.
2007-12-12 - not now.
2007-12-11 - 26 is so too old for that!
2007-12-08 - i think you're beautiful when you're sleeping.
2007-12-05 - get it? because you're an addict.
2007-11-07 - lazy eye.
2007-11-05 - living in wrong, i'm feeling right.
2007-11-02 - sofa song.
2007-10-23 - fuck target.
2007-10-23 - make the crowd panic like a fucking bomb threat.
2007-10-23 - omega man.
2007-10-23 - airplanes and friday nights.
2007-10-18 - -
2007-09-30 - diary change?
2007-09-29 - and hey ya around a fire. i could have cried.
2007-09-26 - i guess that's just where i am now.
2007-09-23 - at least we dig eachother.
2007-09-17 - one song before i go.
2007-09-14 - awkward? what?
2007-09-13 - it should have been better. but that was a long time ago.
2007-09-11 - toxicity.
2007-09-11 - content.
2007-09-11 - but i was missing something.
2007-09-07 - i wish i could count the days.
2007-09-05 - it's this one thing you did.
2007-09-03 - i can feel you from down the hall.
2007-09-03 - tell me what the birds have said about my father.
2007-09-03 - roll off the mattress.
2007-09-03 - pda
2007-09-03 - a few days in.

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