bad weather, i don't care. i have amazing friends. kyndra and i wrote a book, & it has a bunch of typos and i'm really not a good writer but it doesn't matter because it's ours & we're fucking awesome.

i have this amazing boy who i can't get it together with & i like him so goddamn much.

i mean i like him. i haven't liked a guy in maybe four years, it's always some project, some mission statement. & i'm smiling all the time & it feels like i love him, and both we & this feeling won't last, and it's incredible.

i want to throw snowballs, and today i found out you don't make me feel anymore. i think, more than anything, i was thankful for that.

i want to go shopping. i want to make pancakes. i want to go sledding.

i want to fall in love, wake up the next morning & realize it's all a lie.

i want to listen to your ridiculous voicemails where you identify yourself by the town you live in, i want to drink coffee with you and i want to get stuck in a snowbank.

sometimes life is just good.