black metallic.

i wasn't going to be hard on you, because i knew something was off. i didn't know it was this, exactly. i mean i thought that, but on a smaller scale.

mostly i was just going to be really flip about it, because my first & only reaction was to laugh.

but now...well, you know (you don't, because you don't know me, but still) i psychoanalyze everyone.

i couldn't figure it out. no combination of disorders could match this. nothing jived.

but just now...i just realized how lonely & unhappy you are.

& now i want to love you.

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