moving on.
i just really want my cd. okay? i just, i want my cd. i'll go to your apartment if i have to, it's just something i need. i need all my ends tied, so could you please, please have it with you tomorrow...please just have it sitting in the desk so i can leave. so i don't have to talk to you.
i don't want anyone anymore and i hate that this is all i can remember to talk about. i am living an amazing life, although i'm always missing something.
i find it emotionally taxing to keep saying goodbyes. for once i'm finding it hard to have ties. but i'm trying.
i cried the other night. it was beautiful.