and already things have changed.
sometimes i want to drown in him and sometimes i want to run aground,
i just know that most nights i need more than 2:43 and thanks for not asking too many questions about why i'm here.
from now on, i drink less and live more.
and i know that's bravado. it's poetic resolution because i don't change.
i don't grow or learn.
and alcohol makes me brave.
Before and After
Index - Older - Profile - Notes - Diaryland
[I believe in a thing called love]